& sure did yesterday tho when U tells it to this
blood scholar (don’t think this blood scholar / whoever this blood scholar is / but clearly castrated / some projection of Quetzalcoatl / as old as our fathers certain) / U sez I did but really didn’t / & I don’t really have a sense of shame in this / but rather a sense of fear / ¿But why? ¿That I won’t meet the competition? This is during the post-forum time when Ulises removed discarded skulls from the table & replace empty bottles of blood w/ full ones /